Wednesday, April 27, 2011


It seems life has brought me to a crossroads of sorts.  I broke down for a second time at work today (about work stress).  It's getting to be too much.  I've sat back and analyzed why I'm reacting the way I am, though and everything makes sense in that accord.  But.. I'm in, "Something needs to change and change fast because I'm going to explode and go mental if it doesn't change soon" mode.  Change at work, change work PLACES.  I don't know.  I haven't felt like this in years (3, to be exact) and I don't like it because I'm not feeling in control.  The universe (and my body) is telling me something needs to change.  Quickly.  Some things just... don't make sense (when I'm sure they're in perfect sense, I'm just too emotional to see it).  I feel like I need to leave my job quickly, but that's not realistic as there's no other job waiting for me.

Sorry, I'm babbling.

I have a LOT to catch you up on (a weekend at CZ's farm - so much fun, Easter weekend at church and all our singing - and guests! ;), health - good stuff).  So stay tuned.  I'm hoping to write more tomorrow.  Hope everyone is keeping well :)


hydra said...

Remember that song from West Side Story? 'Something's Coming?' "Could be, who knows... It's only just out of reach, down the block, on the beach, maybe tonight...' I love that song and it's full of change that's exciting rather than disturbing.

Perovskia said...

I'm really hoping it is exciting and not disturbing :)

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