Well, the plague 'o death slightly lessens as I attempt to feel human. Or at least, dress and try to disinfect this place so it doesn't linger any longer than necessary. Still very tired, but don't want to over-sleep or I won't sleep at night. Will nap before attempting Midnight Mass tonight.
So.. let's back up to the consulate visit last week. It went very well! And.. quite easy. I didn't have to ask a single question; she intuitively knew I wanted to know if I was still a Dutch national. And set my pants on fire... I am! BUT.. I have to do paperwork to keep it. Before Mar. 27/2013, cause that's when they change their laws. Again (I've never met a country so finicky). Did I mention in the 3 months some of that paperwork takes 2 months? I stressed out just a little with that. I've already started some paperwork, so we'll see what happens. If this is the case, it would make a WHOLE lot of things easier. So.. let's think positive :)
Christmas. Bah. It hasn't been a very joyous one for me this year. Away from W., not being at the church (sick) and let alone can't sing (per said sickness). It feels very lacking. I asked my family if we could get together since this would be my last Christmas here, but they failed at that. We aren't getting together until New Years, if even then. That's not Christmas. It's New Years. Fail. So, a friend and work colleague invited me to help her in the kitchen with her family Christmas, but it all depends how I'm feeling. It wouldn't be fair to go like this, infect everyone and not have the energy to socialize. So, I don't know. But I really don't want to spend it alone.
I've felt really bad for not sending out Christmas cards, but as I look at my Christmas card holder I only have 3 on it (when it's usually full and brimming over), so I see I'm not the only one feeling busy or overwhelmed this time of year. I wonder what it is. That makes it universal, I mean.
I had 3 cats in my apartment today. My neighbours across the hall are away and I'm looking after the boys. I felt so bad for not spending time with them (being sick, staying in) that I brought them over. It's not their first time over, but it's their first extended stay. It went well! Everyone got along and they hung out. It was fun.
Well, I think I've run out of things to talk about. I hope everyone's Christmas plans are going well and you're spending the holidays with those you love. Merry Christmas to your and yours.. and keep it a safe one :) xoxo
P.S - I can't close out, of course, without attaching the Hallelujah chorus, which I WILL be singing tonight. Deathbed or no deathbed. Oh.. good 'ol Andre Rieu..