Things and Stuff - Frustrated

I'm not feeling well today and I'm frustrated on several things. I'm PMSing a bit, too, so that also has me a bit down.

Health update: Saw my GP today. She didn't really help me address much. We reviewed the blood work that came back normal (surprise, surprise), I gave her a list of total symptoms and we almost thought Fibro, but she didn't stay with that theory too long. She's referring me to a respirologist as I've been having problems breathing for well over a year now. I told her about the increased pain (and attacks) I've been having post-scopes and she just cites that it's "normal". Okay, but normal for HOW LONG. I am in pain in an almost constant basis (and I'm having attacks 2-5 times a day, vs. one every few days). This has me a little agitated. I would like to not be sick.. for one day.

A few things have me frustrated about some online stuff.

I'm frustrated as I'm trying to work through some spiritual stuff.

I didn't sleep for shit last night.

L. is sure now she's getting organ failure of the kidney. That, or cancer of the kidney. She's waiting for definite results. There's other stuff, but I won't disclose it until we're sure. I don't really feel like complaining about my shit because she's got a lot more going on in one day, than I have in a week. She's really come around, by the way, since our talk the other night. She's in a much more positive frame of mind. More of a fighter, less of a victim.

I need chocolate. Yes, I must have chocolate. I have no chocolate :(

Oh, on a good note, I got my course work for my second course. This is Nutrition in Health Care. Really looking forward to it; it'll help me apply more information now, since it actually has to do with my job (patient diets per disease, etc).

Well, me, my tiredness and my headache from hell are going to go to bed early tonight. Thank God tomorrow's Friday. Can't wait for the weekend.