I had a down day, after yesterdays post. To top it off, my arm *really* hurt at work last night (it was day 7) and I had to get help delivering dinner. Even carrying a full dinner tray, I felt my arm was going to give out. I'm still sore today and will be telling physio when I go this morning and maybe get some extra treatment.
I've been laying low for a while. Keeping my Facebook status 'offline', keeping most chats 'offline' or 'invisible' actually. Don't really feel like talking, yet I spend a lot of my evening on the computer. Habit? I've got studying to do. Last night I was just so damn tired I didn't bother cracking open the books. Well, the new season of Hell's Kitchen had my attention for an hour. I've been internalizing a lot lately - I go through these phases. There's so much on my mind, that I don't care to talk about it with anyone until I get it sorted out in my head. I thought about discussing some of it here.. but.. it's not time yet.
I AM happy to be receiving a visit from an old friend today. We haven't seen each other for a few months, so we're overdue. He'll be here after physio. He's one of the very few that keep me truly grounded. Someone I'm connected with. Someone with whom we can pick up where we left off.. even if it was 6 months ago. Hmm.. random... I just gave myself some food for thought. I must go ponder this now.